Tuesday, August 18, 2009

You think you are a good sister? No. you are not! For someone who is good, would never have complained how much you did for me like paying for my school fees, my laptop, my phone bills, my internet bills.

I did not ask you to pay my school fees and my laptop. When did I? I always asked Mama to pay for me. But you rejected it, cos you want to show everyone how great you are.

Of cos everyone will sign up a plan that benefits themselves. But you shouldn't complain when I exceeded my SMS. And I swear, I always check I did not exceed the pathetic 500 smses and 100 mins outgoing call. Becos I do not want to get any pressure from you!

What kind of sister are you to keep nagging the amount of money you have paid each time we met? Just cancel my phone line, internet line, return you my laptop and I will ask mum to pay for my school fee. I think I can live perfectly ok without all this. Rather than having all this with those pressure I had from you.

What's wrong with wanting a Blackberry Phone? You said I'm still young and don't have the capability to buy 1 myself. Hello! It's not like the phone is 1000 over dollars. And what's wrong with not working part-time? You always say during your poly years, you worked. But hello again, which era you are in at that time? I believe school days now are much more stress compared to your days! Even secondary school students are learning marketing now!

From young, you always hit me hard on my head whenever I cant study. Scolded and beat me when I failed the tests. Now, I'm trying my best to study, hoping to get at least a diploma cert, but what you do now? Shooting me that I didnt pay a single cent? You need a break from your work, I need a break from my school work too. Why should I work when I want to have some breathing space before the next school term start?!

Mummy is giving me $10 per day.. And you told mummy not to give me so much cos you didnt take that much during your years.. How much does a minced meat noodle cost now? $3.50. How much does a can of coke cost in foodcourt? $1.20. And with 2 meals per day, I spent $9.40. So.. You think that $10 really worth like your $5 those days?

I want everything good or branded. But I do save to get all the things I want. I don't think I'm spending your money doing any unnecessary thing. When did I? When you 1st sign a phone line for me was just becos you wanted a new phone for yourself. Didn't you? And now you complain how stress you are for earning the money and spent it on ME! I did not do any illegal stuffs, did I?! It's not like you are spending money to buy drugs for me or buying me things to make me happy. For everything you gave, they are just additional rocks stacking on top of me. Why did you want to make me feel so pressurised when I'm only in my year 2. It's not as if I have got nothing to do now and staying at home asking for money.

What are you really treating me as?

Monday, August 17, 2009

Hello. Will be going hiatus. Exam period and will be ending on 2nd Sept. =(( After that will be holiday!

Fall in love with BlackBerry Curve 8900. I will buy it when my plan is over! But is on July next year. =((